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Post by Lily Evans on Oct 24, 2009 14:19:54 GMT -5
Life was anything but easy. Lily learned that long ago, even before the argument she'd had with Severus when she was fifteen. But to be this hard? She didn't get it, didn't understand it. Why everything had to be so hard. So irritably hard! She didn't know what to do or what to think anymore. She sighed as she ran her hand through her hair for one millionth time. By now her hair was a mess.
Lily Evans wanted to use a time turner and somehow go back in time. Like Severus had. Then, perhaps, life wouldn't be so hard. Maybe she could change it for the best. But she didn't know how. She made her way out of the dorms and out of the castle. Her eyes downcast, and her face showing just how miserable she really was. She stuffed her hands into her pockets, shivering slightly in the cold October air.
Despite how cold it was outside, the air was refreshing and she breathed in huge lungfuls of it. It felt good and helped to clear her mind of all the muddle. She forced a smile, and with all the willpower she had left, made her way over to the Black Lake. Right about now, she wished the giant squid would surface and swallow her up. Wouldn't life be a little better that way? It would take away all the difficulties.
Why was everything so hard? She just found out her ex best friend came back in time, from like many years back in time, that he was in love with her, and she hated to admit it, but she just might feel the same. But how could she so easily forgive him? And what about James? He'd been in love with her for ages now. What was she supposed to do anyway? She shook her head. It was like a tornado in her head and she couldn't stop it from eating her alive. What was the right choice?
Lily Evans wanted to use a time turner and somehow go back in time. Like Severus had. Then, perhaps, life wouldn't be so hard. Maybe she could change it for the best. But she didn't know how. She made her way out of the dorms and out of the castle. Her eyes downcast, and her face showing just how miserable she really was. She stuffed her hands into her pockets, shivering slightly in the cold October air.
Despite how cold it was outside, the air was refreshing and she breathed in huge lungfuls of it. It felt good and helped to clear her mind of all the muddle. She forced a smile, and with all the willpower she had left, made her way over to the Black Lake. Right about now, she wished the giant squid would surface and swallow her up. Wouldn't life be a little better that way? It would take away all the difficulties.
Why was everything so hard? She just found out her ex best friend came back in time, from like many years back in time, that he was in love with her, and she hated to admit it, but she just might feel the same. But how could she so easily forgive him? And what about James? He'd been in love with her for ages now. What was she supposed to do anyway? She shook her head. It was like a tornado in her head and she couldn't stop it from eating her alive. What was the right choice?
